Update!
Ok, a little update! I’m still alive, but the crash was worse than – I myself – initially thought, the first days I was pretty “high” on being alive (you can see that in my last post), but since then I crashed a bit… still sleeping an average of 20+ hours a day… But I guess I’m getting better and should be back to normal soon! At least that’s what my doctor thinks… And the headaches and vertigo are almost gone…
Thanks for everyone who wished me well, and sorry that I didn’t answer you… I was just too tired to do much of anything… but it was really wonderful and heartwarming! It was also really nice that a lot of people with whom I “worked” over the years came by to wish me well! Thank you! All of you! It really helped me! Especially with the psychological effects after I crashed from the “still alive high”…
For anyone else who wrote with file suggestion, questions and the like – give me another week or two to get back to normal and write again… Sorry…
Get me back on the Road!
After a few people “poked” me… I’m starting a “get me back on the road” thing and now have a “donate” button… To be honest I’m already “back on the road” in the sense that I have a new (old clunker) car (who can guess what kind? :P) but now I’m pretty much completely broke… And as the whole case will be decided in a court it will take a year… or two…
Nevertheless no one should feel obligated to donate… especially not on a “hey, I listened to file x (especially if it’s the mine files!) and feel obligated” way!
Otherwise I thought I sweeten the deal by (initially) 3 live-trances or custom files, one for the person donating most, the other two are allotted under all participants. Should I get more than 100€ I add another session/file… (this one going to the second highest donator) and one more every 100… (alternating allotted under all participants and the next highest donator)… I hope that is a fair method to give away the sessions/files… I run this till may 11, then notify the people who got a trance!
Going to make the files as soon as I’m back to normal, for the live session we have to find a time, keep in mind I have a “dayjob” and I’m at GMT/UTC +2 at the moment… but so far I’ve found a chance to trance anyone I wanted, no matter where on the globe! And we would have to talk about what you want anyway…
P.S. One thing I need to mention – I WON’T make anything non consensual, so no “force person x to do y” files! I’m very open sexually and I don’t judge, there is only “I like” and “your kink is not my kink but it’s ok” – but the one rule is “Everyone must consent!”…
Get well soon! Sadly I am not able to donate right now 🙁
I donated, given how much I’ve enjoyed these files it’s the least I could do!
Thank you very much! For both the praise and the donation! 🙂
Little update: I had a MRT yesterday and another today and it looks good, no “real” damage to my brain, no bleeding or tears or displacement or anything… So it’s probably just “bruised” (I have no idea what the right english medical term would be) but certainly nothing permanent! So I will soon be back to being evil and making evil files! 😉
Thanks again to all the people who wished me well! As I said, after the first “I have survived” high I had quite a low… and it really helped that you were there! Thank you! 🙂
Maybe the term you are looking for is concussion. I believe its a light to heavy non permanent (but potentially deadly) bruise to the brain. It can make people feel tired and dizzy and confused and if the doctor scanned you they should be able tell if there’s a chance you won’t wake up when you fall asleep. Anyway it sounds like you are feeling better. I wish you the best of luck.
Thank you!
It is a concussion! But the german word for concussion describes the overall condition while there is another word describing the physical effect on the brain tissue… I was looking for the english equivalent of that word…
They’re pretty much interchangeable in English, maybe there are different scientific terms but no one actually would use them…
5662 is very happy that you will be better 😀
and looks forward to whatever evil treats you have planned for us 😉
You still here? It’s past May 11… hope you’re OK…
I love your trances and Ihope you are ok so we can all continue to be tranced by your beautiful work