Update #3 October 2014
1000 Registered Users
I want to start with the fact that I realized – this site has over 1000 registered users! Which is amazing considering that everything (except the patron files) is freely accessible! Thank you! All of you!
Patrons
Another big thanks goes to the new (and old) Patrons… you guys are really amazing! Won’t be able to do it this weekend, but next weekend I will set up some form of communication to chat with all of you… I can’t overstate the mental support this gives (besides the fact that my worries about how to pay for the server disappeared and I already wonder about a new mic next month)! Thank you!
And I really start to believe it might be possible to create files for all of you full time! You have seen the kind of output you could expect over the last weeks…
Siren
As there are a lot of “have Siren do x” requests recently – Siren is a whole individual artist! And she does her own work and isn’t just reading my scripts! I do the mixing for her but she creates her own work on her own! Which on one hand mean she won’t read my (nonexisting!) scripts… but on the other also means it’s not really motivating for her if lot’s of those requests come in that marginalize her amazing work
Oh.. and if you want to contact her – she gets the messages from the contact form too! So you can speak to her directly! Thanks!
Success
I guess that’s not really a question that’s asked, but about my creative process too!
The motivation for doing files… Some are of course requests… Or ideas…
But some of the files are actually done for specific persons… Usually those are the best – or at least the easiest to make… It’s easier to get into the (Tist?) space… I usually do all the stuff very intuitively, be it hypnotizing, shibari, doming… It just flows… at least when you work with a specific person – you get the feedback which tells you how to move on… the same is true when recording for a person with whom I talked enough, even if the person isn’t there you have a good idea how they would react…
Doing an abstract file without a specific recipient is much harder as I can’t into the flow… they are usually much “headier” in their feel…
In this context I’m pretty happy that a few of the files had really good effect recently… For example the “Mind Cage” which not only helped the planned recipient but also a friend who’s in the lifestyle for quite some years and suddenly realized that they had problems with some things but now moved beyond them… The “Fantasy Feminization” file also had great success… I made it for a biofemale and during the second listening she had an awakening that she treated her female side badly… It’s still quite a long journey for her, but she realized that she has to take it! And the “Sweet Dreams” file helped someone with constant nightmares which in itself is a fantastic reward for making the file…
And if anyone else had good results with my file… it’s always very motivating to hear about it!
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